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Perspective (1) Vocea Romaniei

Ma uit in oglinda si ma ciupesc ca sa realizez ca tot ce se intampla este real. Si nu, nu o spun dintr-o falsa modestie! Si nici nu incerc sa va impresionez cu vreo poveste cenusareasca.
Sambata seara mi s-au inmuiat genunchii urmarind prestatia mea de la Vocea Romaniei. Atatea cuvinte frumoase din partea antrenorilor, atatea aprecieri…iar de la Tudor, mentorul meu, si de la doamna Dutescu, antrenorul nostru vocal, am invatat in cateva luni cat n-am invatat o viata.

Am ajuns in acest concurs fiindca aveam nevoie de un scop, de un motiv de care sa ma agat ca sa ma ridic si sa merg mai departe. Vocea Romaniei s-a nimerit in viata mea fix cand aveam nevoie mai mare.

Viata te loveste atunci cand te astepti mai putin, iar 2018 mi-a adus cele mai mari schimbari… insa Vocea Romaniei a fost colacul meu de salvare. Aveam nevoie de incredere si de curaj sa-mi asum cine sunt.

De la Tudor invat in fiecare zi sa-mi caut vocea, vocea mea, din toate punctele de vedere. Si invat de asemenea sa cred in mine! Si sa cred ca e mai important sa fiu imperfect de autentica decat o copie perfecta. Este cea mai frumoasa calatorie pe care am parcurs-o, alaturi de cei mai misto oameni! Ma bucur de fiecare etapa si nu ma gandesc nicio clipa cat de departe voi ajunge. Tot ce imi doresc e ca echipa Tudor sa fie mereu la inaltimea precedentilor si sunt sigura ca oricare dintre noi merge mai departe va face o treaba nemaipomenita!
Acum ma concentrez doar sa pregatesc un moment care sa ajunga la inimile voastre si sper sa nu va dezamagesc.

N-am simtit niciodata atata energie pozitiva ca in aceste ultime luni. Citesc cu mare bucurie fiecare mesaj, fiecare comentariu si fiecare gand bun! Conteaza mult pentru mine sa stiu ca sunt oameni care apreciaza ceea ce fac si va multumesc din suflet ca ma sustineti, ca sunteti alaturi de mine in aceasta minunata aventura.

Cea mai importanta lectie pe care o invat la Vocea Romaniei este aceea de a accepta cine sunt si de a avea curajul sa-mi deschid sufletul in fata voastra.
Aici nu conteaza ca am 5 kg in plus sau ca mi se vede gusa din profil. E doar o chestiune de perspectiva. Nu conteaza decat ceea ce fac pe scena si ceea ce transmit! Punct.

Photo credit: Uanna Dumitrescu

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My game, my rules!

So, I had planned for today the next post I’ve written in chronological order but you know, sometimes things don’t go as you plan. There are events, unexpected events that can turn your world upside down.

When you think you have everything under control that’s when faith strikes you with the unexpected! But that’s nothing to be afraid of! in our genes as human beings is written this feature that makes us feel fear of the unknown. We have this weird desire to know everything in advance and the tendency to plan each second of our lives (at least most us, I really hope there are a few species left who are trying to make a difference in the human kind, or else we are doomed ­čÖé ). So, when something intervenes we sometime panic. We panic when we pass a quick quiz at school, we panic when mom or dad comes home in the middle of the day and they find us at home, skipping school and smoking on the balcony with a bunch of other kids, we panic when we find out that our parents get a divorce, we panic when we see those two pink lines on a pregnancy test- which was not in the plan ( it’s valid for both girls and boys) and we panic when we get to be all alone for the first time with that little human being… the kid!

What can be more natural and ordinary and in the same time the most frightful and the scariest thing in the world than having a baby? Maybe there are those super parents who know everything and nothing can scare them and they are the perfect ones with the perfect child.

Even if you’re a man or a woman, there are almost the same things involved (except one little detail such as giving birth). Basically, becoming a parent changes your entire life. Whether you like or not, you become responsible. It is said that every great power come with a greater responsibility. I believe conceiving a child is the world’s greatest technology.

Creating a new life is the only thing that takes us closer to a god (and god is written with a lower case because I’m referring ┬áto a common noun that represents a power or a energy that rules this entire Universe). Creating a life from basically a few milligrams of sperm projected inside of a woman’s womb is more than my mind can process:) And all the living mammal creatures own this great power. But this power comes with great responsibility. Unfortunately, some skip this chapter.

I know… you had other plans. You haven’t finished college, you still live in a rental, you don’t have enough money, you don’t have a car, you have no family close to you to help you… you just got married or you are in a relationship that still has points to work out and a baby is just not in your plans! What can you possibly offer to a child? You don’t know anything about children and your friends’ children are not your thing. You know nothing about children and you don’t see yourself as a parent in the next 4-5 years which are so far away and you think by the time you’ll have 10 apartments, 5 cars, 2 yachts and loads of money and then you’ll be able to raise a child. And this is the tendency that ┬ámost of us have.

No one knows before what will come after:)

But you know what? Everything happens with a purpose, and the reasons are always positive!

Happy Birthday my little one:)

Today was my daughter’s anniversary so she will be always the only reason for which I change the route!